I thought it would be something to remember in my life, you know a life experience. Even now, it's something I want to forget, it's a nightmare. Doesn't want to think about Marcellas, Howie, wants it to be like Vanilla Sky. You know, it's like I'm 33, I can't be here, I can't do this. (not word for word just left out some words - missed some when M blowdrying his hair on other feed)
W it took me so long to recover mentally last time, I can't believe I put myself back in this environments
E said she felt numb last time, hopes she doesn't get that again, it's no fun to feel numb
W how long did it take you to get not numb
E a good six months until I was back in reality
W exactly
E in the house you put up a defense mechanism
W it builds up and you become calloused
E right, I got home and my bf left me and moved out and if I could have felt something I would have been devasted but I was so calloused.
W how long into the show did he break up with you
E I was in sequester
W that's almost the end of the show, were you pissed at him or what?
E could have been editing...
W I have said so many things about so many people I don't think I'm even going to the wrap party. From the first HG to now...Boogie! I'm not going to the wrap party, people's moms are going to be yelling at me - like Marcellas' mom
Mike comes into room and E starts telling him about their conversation.
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