K: I think natalie really wants you gone
M: ya she'll just wait
K: if you were not to go home and the decision was mine, it would be Jo, you, nat and myself...
M: if it came down to that then i would have to go for natalie because she wants me gone
K: JJ make it seem like they abandoned the Michelle and russel final 4 ship a long time ago
M: ya jordan and jeff were telling me to suck it up and not be upset when i was crying yesterday
K: i'm thinking i'm going to lose jeff's vote (if M stays). you've never screwed me. next week if you were to win HOH it would be the one time in this game that i would need a favour from you. after that its game on.
M: no matter how it gets to final 4 or whatever nothings going to change for me. its me versus the world
K: for the following week, you can screw me if you are HOH (he has made it clear he wont vote for someone who has screwed him)
M: this week is crucial for who you decide to keep. you will have them in your pocket for next week. i dont know if jeff wants you out or not.
K: he has a final deal with jordan even if he tries to hide it
M: i'm not winning against either of them in F2 anyways. i'm playing for 50,000 dolars. i think you have a shot at the money. i dont think russell will vote for me.
K: if you win HOH next week and keep me till the next week and i get kicked out after that (even by you), you would have my vote in the JH
M: well thats one (laughs). as final 2 we would make history.
K: ya we would be like LGBT final 2. and married! I'm getting paranoid in this game, i feel like stuff is getting set up for jeff to win.
M: they want it to be cyclical and drama filled. this week was for you. i think stuffs going to blow up this week. the more i talk to you the more it sounds like i'm throwing everyone under the bus.
K: this is final 5 its no joke anymore. theres no friendships. whoever says that is flatout lying. thats why its strictly about stronger players.
M: jeff will take himself off.
K: and thats why i have to put the strongest people up. i hate making people upset but thats the game.
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