Rachel to stay in the game.
Bren; the pov stuff was just because I wanted her to stay
rag; the minute i started being bullied is when i shut down. the convo i had in the cabana w/rachel was when i felt bullied and i shut down. i wasn't attacking her
bren' when i found out matt was in there too, i thought it was 2 against her, that is when i came in
ragen where things went off was rachels version of events against mine. there was a night she asked to have a convo with me and i said not now, just not now and she went into the DR and she comes out maniacally laughing, just completely strange behavior. You can ask enzo and then she said I didn't even have to say anything to him. I asked her what that was about and she said that never happened. i didn't understand. there was no raised voices in the hammock, i even asked if i can hold her hand. im a very direct person, i call it as i see it. she was very upset and left. they you came out not even knowing what had happened
Rag; so that's past, now lets talk future. You are gonna do whatever you have to do in the game. I think your game is going to change, only because you are playing by yourself (w/out Rach). Here is my pitch, I'm gonna give it to you. You can probably sense what is going on in this house and probably predict what is going to happen. This has been around since week 1. Be observant and know whats real and whats fiction in this game
Bred are you saying rachel is gone and im next
rag yes, overwhelmingly. So you need to think if this person wins next week, what are they going to do. one thing that.... because after the week that we have had with each other, i realize im not sitting pretty. one thing i have on my side, matt included...neither one of us is gonna make a deal with you and not intend to keep it or lie to your face. hes gonna have to make his own speech to you. people are gonna tell you what you want to hear and then slit your throat the next week. i am not one of those people
bred i believe you. i think one thing that is gonna get you in this game is your emotions. knowing the way you are, im not gonna lie..makes me want to trust you more. Same with me, if i give you my word, i give you my word, i will not stab you in the back
rag i can promise you right now in this game, if you don't make real deals and im not talking BS deals. If you don't make real deals and win pov next week, you're gone. i wanted to come up early today because im sure everyone is going to come up. Just observe today. i have protected you when it wasn't the popular thing to do
this past week we definitely had our problems, but i can honestly say i have never lied to you. there are others who can not say the same
i had a hard night last night. it wasn't a winning/losing thing last night (my breakdown). it was the bullying, (?). but to me doing that comp, they wanted me to be all heated, but i couldn't...i was upset, sad.
when we play this game there are decision that we have to make along the way. either they will move us forward or they will tangle you (using the HOH comp as a metaphor). i am open to working/making deals. you know kind of where i stand
bren i see the bigger picture, things change hourly here. you did help us out week 3. rachel and i are different people and don't play the game the same
rag; the last thing i want is for brit or matt to go home. if one of them go home i have one other person in this house. this puts us in a similar boat. this game is crazy
the other thing is..if i go along with other things, along with thinking of the future. if i go up against brit, lane, enzo i dont think matt would vote against me
bren these people are still playing for themselves and playing with this 'house' idea'. nobody wants blood on their hands
Rag whats determining the house vote..there is a cluster of votes that all fall in line w/one another. enzo i feel based his decision on what lane is going to do. lane and brit vote together and everyone votes from there. nobody wants to be a minority. there was one person last week who was continuously saying why not get rid of brendon, why not get rid of brendon. lets see if you know who it is
bren i dunno, i think hayden, kathy maybe
rag enzo..to the point where a couple of people are like. he kept saying it. we are two people who are not alike in this game. that is just a bit of information for you. think hard about who you want o leave in this game and move forward with
bren i have an idea who the sab it. i don't think its matt.
ragen called to Dr
bren any time i make deals ya know..we will talk more. i do appreciate you getting over it |
