Lane was preparing to give Ragan a pep talk like the one he gave to Britney in HOH. Ragan said he wanted a private conv between the two of them and to not let it get out, but each HG one-by-one comes inside and Matt finally sits down and camps out, asking Ragan how he's doing.
Matt asks Ragan if he had a DR
R: No, I went to the DR but for different reasons...
M: How was it?
R: Not good
*bubbles*
Then R and L go into the other room
R: People treat Britney and I as if we were expendable, my eyes weren't open til I was on the block it was like if Ragan goes big deal and then I feel like - I think worst case scenario - that I think there are 3 pairs in this game. And I think that the boys don't want Enzo to go. Obviously. So
[Hayden interrupts, walks out after getting a shirt]
R: They are playing both sides (Enzo/H) I don't fault them, that's what should be done, I'm jealous. If I was able to do that I would. If I don't like somebody...my fear is that there's gonna be some half-baked deal to put me or Matt on the block, probably Matt against Enzo and the vote will be Matt who goes home. What pisses me off about that is Matt when he had that power he could have put either of them up against you and they would have gone. I think that people fear Matt and Britney in this game for how strong they are. Every reason why they should be here is why people want them out. People look at what they have and they see how strong they are and they are seen as huge threats. I'm just
L: You're not wrong at all. It's the 3 of you that scare people in this house. Honestly, B hasn't told me if she's putting up Matt or Hayden, so I don't know. I know it's between Matt and Hayden and we'll see in the next few days. I don't want to be in Britney's shoes. You don't see me win challenges. That's a hard thing to put people on the block. I'll have to do it [because there are fewer people]. It will be harder. People will throw anybody under the bus. People will say 'you have to watch out for Ragan' more than likely, you will be against Britney on the block. It will be me and Hayden depending on who's HOH. Considering where we're at you can't take it personally. You got to make a big move to make it further
R: You are right, people will [say anything to win]. when I look at people's actions versus what they claim again Matt had an opportunity to keep somebody he knew he could kill in any competition, somebody nobody would vote for in the final 2, somebody he could annihilate, or he could do what he's done in this whole game and get rid of a better player and do what was right. This shouldn't be a question. Britney and Matt are in similar boats. I know that she will be next. If it's double eviction people might go Matt-Ragan, but if she doesn't stand for what she believes in, she will be next. I don't look at people who are strong as a threat, I look at it as a honor to compete against them if they're my friends. I know I couldn't say a negative word about Matt if we were in the final 2. I would say give him the money.
L: Right
R: I feel very beaten down right now, I feel I spent the last week having to fight fight fight and then the minute I'm given a moment a hope ....I don't feel like I should have to go to my friend and play an angle.
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