Matt suggests that he should go to the boys and wonders if he says certain things to the boys would it keep him in the game.
Ragan says NO! That puts a huge target on my back if you do that.
Ragan tells Matt straight out that the boys want him (Matt) gone. Ragan says he has figured this out and it's not Britney cow-towing to Brendon, she's cow-towing to the 3 boys.
I don't think that you understand that it's the those 3 that want you gone and I think you're in denial in it. Matt says he isn't.
Ragan says what he (Matt) wants to tell them will put him (Ragan) in danger. It puts a huge target on me. I don't want "them" gone, I want Brendon gone.
Ragan is basically telling Matt to not do any of this stuff, that he (Ragan) can fight for himself and he doesn't want Matt to do anything because it will just cause him (Ragan) problems in the future.
Matt says he would rather fight a losing battle then not fight at all.
Ragan tells Matt that he doesn't want to be involved, he doesn't want to be a part of it, doesn't want his name mentioned, and doesn't want an even bigger target on his back.
Matt says despite that, the feasibility of, and the reason I ask is, if I stay here, even under that pretence, that's the 2 most mentally strong people competing against Brendon for this next HOH.
Ragan says they want Brendon here over you. Brendon staying doesn't knock me out.
Ragan says it is a definite lock that you are going home. Matt still says he wants to create a new "fake they" .. Ragan says "You just don't get it. They don't want Brendon gone"
Ragan says "It's just not fair to me because I have to spend these next couple of days .. and the thing is, when push comes to shove, I'm not gunning for them, I want to be standing next to one of them at the end." |