the only thing standing in my way is Lane deciding what is the smartest, game play or loyalty. Like I said, Lane and I are cut from very similar cloth when it comes to loyalty. I don't think I could turn around and cut Matt loose in the game. Maybe the lesson to be learned from what Matt did to me is that BB is not a game of the most loyal person makes it to the end. So ultimately are you more loyal to your own self and your cause or to people who will step on him. Who will have to step on him next week to get to where he needs to go. If you win POV, he's gone and the thing is, I think he will
Brit: You would be really surprised with how much they know. I'm gonna have to really study and I know the OTEV q's were really basic and I came to them really fast.
Ragan: that's why 2 is better than one
Brit: you don't have to sell me here.
Ragan: So my hands are completely tied right now, cause I can't do anything other than what I just said to you.
Brit: You can talk to Lane. I advise you to talk to Lane and have the conversation with him. Look half million dollars or friendship that...
Ragan: I don't think I have his ear
Brit: He'll talk to anyone. He is very tight lipped
He just got done giving me a pep talk. I'm where you were last week. I do feel like enzo has gotten better. I felt like he was gonna win that Veto. I feel like he would have given up his kid for it. He is at the pentacle of his ability right now. Thats all everyone does all day is sit around and study
Ragan: I would crush him in the quiz
Brit: My 1st pov i won by 14 seconds, this veto he was a crazed animal coming out of the cage. Enzo is a bit underestimated.
Ragan: But the 2 of us could crush him. It wouldn't even be a competition. I don't know how to talk to Lane. We haven't cultivated any real relationship
Brit: Just say look this is a game and I'm not gonna leave the game having not played it. Give him your reasoning and go back to him and see what he says. He barely talks game with me. I told him that I know I have to fight for my life next week.
Ragan: If he is in the final 3 against us he will win, if he goes against Enzo, Enzo will win
Brit: Him and hayden are pretty tight.
Ragan: which is what makes me feel weird because I don't have a relationship w/Lane. My back is the one up against the wall, it seems werid.
Brit: I think that is what you have to do
Ragan: DO you think he would have a convo with you after I talk to him
Brit: Yeah, I would wait a day or so
Ragan: so that is game talk. Lets switch into friend Ragan and Brit. As a friends and you were on the outside looking in, how would you advise me. DO you think I'm doing the right thing.
Brit: yeah, you are doing the right thing. You are doing what I'm doing. I don't thing either of us will infiltrate into thier group, we just have to fight for our lives
Ragan: DO you think is meaningful that he didn't put you up
Brit: no he sat us both down and basically asked us which of you will go up and Hayden wanted to give a shout out to his mom.
Ragan: do you think its totally futile to have the convo with Lane
Brit: No, hes not a big game talker but if he doesn't give you a lot back..that's his game play. He sits back and watches. He hates making bold decisions in this game
thats why if you leave, lane is my only hope. If I am going to take anyone to the final 2, I would take Lane. I would show him my list of accomplishments (things shes won)
Ragan: I haven't done anything the past couple of days because I was feeling so hopeless. |
