[not an exact transcript, but generally the convo]
Shelly: Allright. Jordan: Let's talk about it. Jordan: I should apologize to you for what I said in PR, I embarassed myself. I was disrespectful to you. Shelly: I totally accept your apology. Jordan: Since week 1, I thought I could totally trust you like I trust Jeff.
Jordan: (General talk about Dani and her manipulation/lies) Shelly: Yeah, uhuh, sure, yep, I know, etc...
Jordan: Jeff thought he had Shelly's vote and not Adam's Jordan: I hope I'm not wrong about Shelly but... Jordan: I felt like I stuck up for you, Jeff and I had your back 100%, then it was like a stab in the back. Jordan: I felt like you took the knife and stabbed me in the back. If we (J&J) knew that you weren't with us, we'd be ok, surprised but ok.
Shelly: I can't wait for you to see the show. Shelly: There has not been 1 second, DR, word, comment, slight, zing, etc... that I have said anything bad about you and Jeff (Shelly starts crying) Shelly: (still crying) It was an honor to play with you and Jeff. Shelly: I have never ever done anything but held you in the highest regard(crying, accuses Jordan of calling her a b****)
Jordan: I never called you a b****
Shelly: (still crying) well, Rachel said that and Brendon too. Shelly: I came to you before the live show and told you I had some reservations because Rachel.. (got WBRB)
Jordan: How could you turn and go to Dani?
Shelly: That's not what I wanted to do. My alliance is with Tony and Josie and my parents (crying more). Shelly: I found that I was putting you and Jeff ahead of myself and I should have been putting my family first. Shelly: Dani never told me to do anything. It was my decision. Shelly: Adam had a discussion that I wasn't in on and I told Adam we have to look out for ourselves. Shelly: I went to Dani and said what if I did something that would further myself and my kid (in the game) Shelly: I was trying to further myself in this game by making a big game move. Shelly: I know I can't win a lot of the challenges, so I relied on my social game. I promised that I would be a trojan horse for you (J&J). Shelly: (Shelly explianing her logic starting with week 2, still crying) Shelly: Jeff was the leader of the alliance and I followed. Shelly: I made the decision to go outside the box on my own (leave the alliance) and it tortured me. Shelly: The last thing I wanted was to lose you two as friends. (crying more) Shelly: In this house, all I've done is stand up for people, help people, but it's been a torturous move.
Jordan: Why didn't you come to us and just tell us, we would not have been happy, but we'd be OK. Why did you team up with Dani?
Shelly: I didn't team up with Dani. Why would I do that? Look at where I am. Shelly: Jordan, I've done 1 thing to stab you in the back, but you're with Rachel and she's done that to you many times. Shelly: Losing you 2 in this game ... I look like a fool in this game. The alliance I wanted most is with my family. Shelly: And when I took the call from you, I didn't take it as payment, I thought it was pure Jordan Lloyd.
Jordan: Here's how i've felt. I've genuinely trusted this person and stuck up for and she votes out Jeff?! and sides with Dani?!
Shelly: You have every right to feel that way but this is a game and not my personal feelings. Shelly: In order for me to have a chance, I had to do what I did. Shelly: I apologized to Jeff, I hope he sees it. And at some point you'd also have to make a move that would get me out because I know you'd take Jeff, the love of your life, over me. Shelly: [some light Rachel bashing]
Jordan: I'm over it now. I haven't said anything bad about you, except that you backstabbed me.
Shelly: I didn't backstab you, I backstabbed Jeff and so it hurts you.
Jordan: eh.. yeah. [continues talking about Jeff and the whole mistrust]
Shelly: What bothers me about the confrontation is that you took Adam's word as god. I didn't get to speak.
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