adria...let me ask you this...if you don't know what is going on, then why dont people ask..
Nokomis...they did not think there was anything up.. a..there is only so much time to talk to people...when you spend half the day in the diary room n...i just assumed it was between cowboy and marvin and that is what everyone else thought. a...like i said, half the people wanted one gone, the other half wanted the other gone.. n..communication sucked this week and that we should have talked about it. a...i feel like at this point, i am not going to talk to people individually and go over the same thing over adn over again...so, that's that...i am still guessing
now adria is feeling sorry for herself or using the excuse that she has not been in the house has long as everyone else so she feels like the 5th wheel and no one is talking to her.
a...i rather sit here and have their asses here, but they are not going to say how they really feel n...why would'nt they.. a...i don't know...some people wont say whats on their mind...if there is another witness then its convicting...it's less intimidating when it's one on one and then people start talking... a..i explained to them why i put them up and that they were great players...i don't count last week as marvin being on the block, but he volunteered for it, but that is the song he is going to play over and over. is everyone in the hottub...at the hottub party...then i am not going to go out there and get in the tub. n...the game sucks...if people who trust you don't know what you are doing every second of the day, then it nagates the trust...i didn't feel betrayed or hur by your decison, but today is the first day i went "why".. a...well good....eveyone needs to start thinking...then i achieved a goal..there, that's your answer...eveyone needs to start thinking...i'm sick of it...of guessing about people....but you can never guess.... n...don't take this too hard...and i am going to see what eveyone else is thinking... a...if you want to you can tell everyone that i want to talk to them...but because of everything in my head, i don't think it is a good idea i go out there.
Nokomis give adria a hug as she goes out |