M: There are a lot of people I dislike, OK? Surprisingly the one I dislike the most is not Eric. He's #2. It's Ivette. She is...
J: I think all feel that way about her.
M: I said something one time that was really terrible, I felt bad for saying it because generally I like to surround myself with good thoughts. And I remember thinking to myself.. I can't remember it, i'll remember it. Somebody did something to me personally. I think it was when I got robbed, but I knew who it was. Somebody that always gets in trouble, over and over again, I mean who else would rob somebody. And I remember thinking to myself, you know when you give somebody an open hand and they cut it off like that and you're giving them something. And I remember thinking to myself there's some people in this world I like to think most people that whether it's in a small way or a big way give the world something. They give the world something good.
J: Mmhmm
M: And their existance does matter in a positive way. Then there are other people whose existances are mediocre who they don't really do much whether they are there are not. Their existance on this earth isn't very considerable. And then there's worse still. There's a few people in this world, I don't think there's many, I'd like to think there aren't many, that are so trivulant (?). It's not an evil or a good thing but it's so selfish and self-satisfying. Everybody's selfish a little bit, I'm selfish in my own way, you're selfish in your own way, you're selfish in your own way, but we're giving as well and I'd like to think most people their giving side gives more. And I thought to myself some people, are so awful, that their existance actually brings the level of goodness in this world down. Terribly. You know what I mean? That's what I think of Ivette.
*Mike takes a bite of icecream*
Mike: (blah blah) What I was actually thinking was a lot more awful. |
