D: Yeah, agreed.
C: It's a game, it is really a game. I adore Amber, and I think she deserves to be here as much as I do. I'm not going to campaign against her. I can't compete against her in a deceitful way. I can be myself and make people want to keep me, but I can't be conniving.
D: Totally understandable. I play the game the same way. I'm being honest with you. I don't know who's trying to play what games, but Amber has my vote.
C: Do you even have a vote?
D: I don't know, I think I will.
C: That will hurt her, I think, if she doesn't have your vote. We have the veto tomorrow, and who knows who will win it.
D: The veto can switch things up. For her or for you. It can swing my vote one of two ways. If Amber wins the veto, my vote is to keep you, no matter who goes up. And that's my honest to god word.
C: I appreciate that. Like I said, I can't campaign against Amber. I can't. I won't do it.
D: You're gonna fight the good fight. That's what I said last night. Fight to the dickens, but there's a way you gotta do it.
C: Give me advice.
D: You just gotta kick ass in the veto competition. I have ideas about who Kail is going to put up. She puts up a third person after POV.
c: Who do you think she'll put up?
D: I have my ideas, but know you'll be ahead of them.
C: I feel bad that I gave that initial impression. I gave people the impression that I wanted to go home, and that I didn't want to be here. Joe had that impression. Until I told him today I didn't want to. I mean, for a good hour, I did want to go. I thought just let Amber stay, but then I thought about all the things I gave up. I gave up school, I possibly postponed my education. Honestly, me and my boyfriend haven't been together long enough that I can honestly say he wil lbe there when I get out. I hope so, but I don't know. It was so hard to give up. They straight up told me "You know, we absolutely loved you at the auditions, we loved you, but you completely trashed on our commitment to us. Carol, if you ever decided to try out for us again, you'll ahve some explaining to do." I had to send so much letter to the Cheifs explaining everthing.
D: I'm not dogging the fact that you want to be here. Later on in this game you could be an asset to this house. If things are how they are right now, Amber has my vote.
C: That's fine. I'm not mad at you about it.
D: I know, but if things change, my vote is to keep you. As is hers, if she gets off teh block.
C: So that's two votes right now, if she's safe.
D: I caleld you in here over Joe's ***** he tries to feed me. The six thing.
C: He hasn't said anything to me about it yet. Maybe because I'm the person he's trying to save. He said the six of us should align, that we could be powerful, but I think there are too many trust issues for that to happen.
D: Damn straight. I was curious on your impression on that, too. We could dominate the house, but you have your girlfriend you haven't talked to in years, and we have serious daddy issues.
C: It's a one way alliance with Danielle and Dick.
D: Yeah, and you know that from Danielle's mouth.
C: Yeah, I love Danielle, I think she's great. I don't know, I like Danielle.
D: Yeah. For clarification, that's why I called you in here. I think that, with what happened in the bedroom with Zach, you knew I was with Amber, and you probably knew that ahead of time.
C: I know, you guys are bed buddies. I knew that. Honestly, I had no idea.. I feel like I formed a relationship with everyone in the house, but I can't say there is that one person. Besides for Amber, she is my girl that i love. As for the guys, I've gotten to know them a little bit each, but I can't say I have one that will always be there for me.
D: what's Zach's doing, he's setting up his pieces. I don't know if you want to be a part of his chessboard or not. What he's asking, he wants a bargain. You don't know who he's gonna be up against later on.
C: I know you really want to keep Amber here, and I know she has your vote. The only thing I can ask you for personally is not to fight against me.
D: Never, that's not how I want to play.
C: I don't want Amber to fight against me. Does she loves me as much as she says she does?
D: Absolutely
C: I love her. I click with her, and I never click with girls.
D: She would never campaign against her. I told her Carol wouldn't do it against you, too.
C: I can't, she's too great. She's the one girl I want here with me.
D: I mean, it's day six. We're all forming opinions, getting to know people. I hope this convo has told you I'm not a ***** person.
C: Yeah. True.
D: Even though you think I'm trouble!
C: That was just because of the sunglasses, you know that! No matter what Joe said before I met you, I didn't form an opinion about you. I like you. I like Joe, too, but I like you. I think of you guys as competitors and one of you is going to go eventually. I don't see you working together. If I had to choose between the two of you..
D: I can't ask you to do that.
C: I can't right now, ask me in a few weeks.
D: I can't throw someone on the spot like that. Off the subject, is it me or do you feel so fat being in this house? This non committal eating schedule I have is throwing me whacky.
Talk about cereal.
D: I'm glad you and Jessica are..
C: We're getting there. I can't say I trust her, but we're speaking.
D: Yeah, I'm glad you're even just speaking. Don't you also think it's fantastic that the show premiered tonight, and all your high school girls are like "hellll no!"
C: All my friends probably think it's retarded we're on here together. They're like "they haven't talked in so long!"
D: That's what makes great TV>
C: I guess our story is kind of crazy.
D: It's been seven years without a word.
C: I can recall three times in HS that we talked to each other. Like we were in a group and said something. We had all the same friends.
D: I think it's awesome. Just like me and Joe, it's just great TV. Sad but true, it is. Gotta give it to the producers.
C: I just think that could have found two girls who were friends and then ahted each other. Our story is so dull. They could have found girls who had a better ending and blowup than ours. Could have had two girls who would have cat fights.
D: Jameeka was shaking in her boots, she thought it was going to be her.
C: Me and Jessica were just like, alrighttt, cool.
D: yeah, I saw you guys in the teacup together. I thought thatw as a step in the right direction.
C: I still can't talk the game with her yet. We can talk about nonsense, but not about strategy or the game. I'm scared cause I really want her help, and I need her. I don't know if she can vote yet, but..
D: Give her time.
C: Until I find out whether or not she can vote, I don't want to say anything.
D: Honestly. I'm gonna be straight up honest with you. I think you and Amber are both gonna stay this week. One of the two of you is gonna get POV, and then you're gonna save yourself, and hten vote to keep the other person.
C: I adore Amber, I really do.
D: I know you do, and she adores you, too.
C: Why can't it be somebody who I want to be gone? I don't want to be gone either, though. If either one of us loses it, one of us is going home, cause nobody else is ballsy enough to switch it up.
D: I'm gonna be honest.. if I had it, if I was able to do POV, I would have had a conversation with you, Kail, and Amber. I'd put you all together and say "I might use this, and what might you do in that scenario?"
C: I need to talk to Kail bad.
D: I could say the four of us are gonna put up a strategy, and say I'm gonna save you, Carol, and say Kail, I want you to put up so and so. And somebody might do that, cause you don't know who is gonna get picked to play POV>
C: I know people who want to play POV have said they don't want to use it cause they don't want to shake things up. If somebody like that wins, either me or Amber is going home.
D: Yeah. I don't know. I have a gut feeling that you or her will win it.
C: I pray to god. I hope she knows that I will save her if I win.
D: she knows, but it wouldn't hurt telling her, either. I'm sure she knows. Just cause the same thing goes in her vote.
C: She's great.
D: You know this whole convo went live to internet? I'm sitting here looking like a duck. Who do you know that is going to buy it?
C: I think my parents, and my boyfriend would. Just to see if I'm being good and love him as much as I say I do.
D: I think you only get like a day for free. We're like hamsters in here.
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