R is walking back towards the hammock where B is. She walks into the hanging triangle and it bounces off her head, R walks past a mirrored window and she checks herself out in it before sitting back down on the hammock with B.
B goes to put his arm around R as she lays down and says "Come here"
R pushes his arm out of the way and says "Brendon!"
B "Please"
R giggles when BB says "thank you very much" for them shutting the awings. Her and B get comfortable on the hammock and the fight continues....
B "I am sorry for....I am sorry for ....pushing that and arguing so much when it was upsetting you. I am sorry, I didn't know it was upsetting you and..."
R (interrupts, angry) "How did you not know it was upsetting me? And...furthermore, you were pushing it to the point where it was like, just, not about prenups. It was about being jaded, about ...and it's very true and it's very obvious. And that is fine Brendon, like...."
B (stammering) "NOOO!!! It wasn't like, it wasn't, um, er,it wasn't about, just, (sighs loudly)"
R "it's like you hate your ex fiance so much that you were going to, like..." B (interrupts) NO! I am not (Rachel talking over him)..."control these things"
B "No I am not, it's not. I wouldn't have told you that I loved you, that I love you, if I didn't feel that way, but I don't want you to think that way"
R "Brendon, you can love things on many different levels"
B "Well, what do you think that I, that I , only love you on the surface level?"
R (very short) "That is not what I am saying! Please don't worry"
B "No i am not, I am just trying...."
R huffs and moves over
B "K, come here. I am sorry for sounding so jaded. It drives me crazy sometimes to hear Brit talk the way she talks"
R (sharp and defensive) "WHY??? She is smart,and she is in love, and I am happy for her and I think it's mean"
B "She says things that are, like, the f'n, like she was talking about coming...well, first of all we know that you don't come from a middle class family. Secondly, all my friends are, no no then you are lying! Nobodies, everybody is not happy 24/7 all,"loud sigh. ( B was very jumbled in his thoughts here.) "You know?" loud sigh again
R "Brendon, she's 22 yrs old and she's in love and she's getting married to " B interrupts "OKAY!"
R talking over him "a guy she thinks is her dream man"
B (fustrated) "That's fine"
R "Like, let her be happy!"
B "I got it, but like..." sighs again in fustration and scratches his head
R "I really like brit and I think it's really mean for you to argue with someone about how they feel just because you had a bad experience and you're 30 and you're jaded and that..." brief pause "Plenty of people have had horrible, I have had HORRIBLE experiences and if I could explain them to you right now I would be more than happy to. But every time I start to date someone or fall in love with someone, I don't care I let it go" B again interrupts in a short tone "I AM!!!" B tries to continue talking but R is still talking over him
R "and I don't care if I get hurt, I 'd much rather get hurt" R finally stops talking to hear what B is saying
B "I am not holding anything back from you, I am not holding anything back!"
R "Brendon, please stop. Like you are getting, so (very loud sigh)" brief pause and then
B " I am not, okay I am sorry for sounding so jaded. I am sorry. Yes, I have been hurt. I did get burned yes"
R (interrupts) "Everyone gets hurt and burned though"
B (short) "Okkkaayyy! That is not going to stop me from feeling the way I feel about you and thinking negative thoughts about us"
R "It has nothing to do with negative thoughts"
B "Then what?" I am not selfish! I am not, I have never been a selfish person. If you think that I am a selfish person then that sucks, cuz you really don't know me" R gives a sarcastic huff
B "I want to be with you, I wouldn't...I wouldn't be with you if I didn't"
R "shhhhh. First of all I really wish that we didn't ahve to have this discussion right now. I don't understand why you are so adamit about discussing this right now"
B "Because you are the only person I have in this house."
R "Brendon, you have yourself! You came in here with no one but you so you still have that going for you. Like....."
B " so you just, like mentally and emotionally disconnected yourself from me right now?"
R (very sarcastic) "Yeah, brendon that is EXACTLY what happened"
B " well..."
R "Cuz that is how every girl is right?"
B "Nooooo, well I just said I have you and you said well you have yourself so cool. Yeah, that is a nice way to reply" pause "I am sorry, I am not pesstimistic about love, I wouldn't be sitting here, I wouldn't.....hufff"
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