Eric and Sarah talk in the kitchen.
Eric: I'm happy things have kinda calmed down. He says even michael, to a degree, has calmed down a bit.
Sarah: As much as I hate to say it, I gotta think the next few weeks are probably going to be the easiests if they go our way.
Eric: You'd like to... yeah, but there are still way too many variables.
Sarah: Yea, but can you imagine if we do get rid of all of them.. and then?
Eric: it's going to be hard.
Sarah: ...and then it's going to be hard-- its going to get really hard
Eric: yep... and if that hapens the way I think it will happen, then personally, I think personally... and this is just me talking .. I think we all need to sit down and say this is a game now, and that we are all pretty close together and we have to realize that whatever happens from there on is part of the game. And have an understanding on that.
Sarah: Yeah, because everything has been so personal so far trying to get rid of these people..
Eric: It's drawn us together because we have that common goal. But when that common goal is gone, it's all individuals.. that's what makes this so hard you know, cuz youve already established relationshisps that will already last you a life time.
Sarah: I cant imagine who the first person will be to go out of all of us, I'm serious its going to be like...
Eric: Well I can tell you... what I can tell you is .. there was some discussion and I wont tell you any names..but there was discussion about Jennifer, because I guess she is basically renegging on what she has said about Michael..because she was the one who said that she saw michael Slam...
Sarah: Oh I heard her say that that wasnt what she said... or somethign like that.
Eric: Yeah, well well thats not what im hearing. What I'm hearing is that that *was* there. she was the one in the bathroom... she heard it.. and then came out and... now this is from what I undesrtand but take it for what its worth. but jennifer said yeah he slammed the wall.. and now shes falling back on that.. [meaning she's not pushing that claim anymore]
and then the thign went down .. when I was... not the first time I talked to michael but when I walked in on him and jennifer and then ..and then um jennifer broke down and started crying and I comfortered her for like 20 seconds.. and
thats when I said whatsamatter.. and she aid she was afraid. and something alon the line I dunno what the exact words were.. but that she was afriad and that I (eric) could get my ass kicked...
sarahs eyes go wide at this) and eric said yeah she said that as I am looking at you in the eyse, im telling you... .. she said it right ot my face.. something in that.. you know.. not in exact words but you were gonna get your ass kicked or osmething like that. ok?
and she was talking to april and she said the only time she has ever cried in the house is because her boyfriend.. so .. im just telling you..
SARAH yeah... well the only thing about April because.. and I do like her and she has so far with that group and everything ..she would probably be my threat in the house because she gets jealous whther she shows it or not.. and there's nothing going on between me and james. but you know that shes likss james.. eic means james and april? no non JENNifer likes james (they think april)
oh yeah thats clear as day
and beasuse ivette says things suck in her head that are trying to get us guys together..
and what im saying is that I can tell is that you that april was there when you were talking about it and april was always the one to defend her (jennifer) and he shakes his head... Jennifer.. not anymore.
so what im saying is that after the next week it doesnt take much for yo uto dig your own hole yourself at that poitn.. and I dont think if jennifer is doign it intentionally as much as she is so afraid of confrontation.. but she do yo know.. shell say something in honesty and think about it and be likewill this turn into conffrontation and she'll back off..but like I said there has already been some discussion that hse will be the nxt one to go.. after some conversation so just to givey ou a bit of a heads up.
at that point its not goin to take much for someones pirate flag to go up to cause someone to say .. wait a minute here.
cuz theres people i dont want to go because i cant see myself staying in this house if they go.
right.
i mean i, you know like maggie and everything.. and then there's howie.. holy S its like a friggin...
every week we will be in tears... James? hwo could i put james.. i mean hes my.. i mean if anybody's been my boy in this games it is james.. he's got my back and he proved it yesterday... and what i like about james is that hes a lot like me .. straight forwards and f you dont like it.. too bad.. but he's still repsected..
he speaks his mind without being an a-hole about it like some people
Eric: Exactly and hes very smart. i like that.. you know and i can like have some good conversations with him..
Sarah: i love rachel... but she makes me nervous
Eric: shes a strong player
Sarah: you know.. its like.. i've not picked anybody's brain.. ive not.. i dont think ive picked yours.. or anyones brain about what their strategy is or what thyere thinkign about suff like that.. people.. wanna talk.. but ive tried to just have a reg. convo with R but she wont talk to me..
rachael has that look like shes..
always thingking...
and im not trying to say that that isnt' part of the game... but you dont have to od it 24 seven
i cant imagine.. youd go insane..
talk of erics rash..
Sarah: i thank my ex.. becaese i used to have such melodramatic "trauma" in my life that the other day was like oh well. just another fight.. but not that wed be throwing chairs or anything
Eric: see i didnt even know i did that.. i did...
Sarah: A: those chairs are so light and B: when you get that mad... and just like whatever.. w..
Eric: i mean did i throw it that far?
Sarah: No no it didnt even hit the wall. it just kinda tipped over and kinda twirled. it wasnt wasnt horrible
Eric: i cant wait to see that on tape (laughs)
Sarah: You looked like a mon.. if we tell everbody those chairs weigh like 100 pounds... (laughing) i cant believe he...
Eric: but i think thats what made them nervous. ikt just my aggressive.. but i wasn't gonna touch him.. i wasnt gonna taouch him. but you can get be called out so many times before you answer.. you know what i mean.
but janelle makes me so nervous.. shes such a strong player.
Sarah: She say she'd put you up? i thought she said she..
Eric: no i didnt have a deal with her. but when i spoke to her in the hoh room, i said just because i might put you up doesnt nec. mean im looking for yo uto go this week.
Sarah: I don't get kaysar...
Eric: (totally animated) totally.. i don't get him either. i dont get
Sarah: he confuses me
Eric: And then when i heard what he did to I when he got up in her grill, see i wasnt there i didnt see any of that
Sarah: He goes against every belief...
Both in unison: Every thing he preaches!
Eric: And thats what.. and listen, if you are strong in your religious convictions, i respect you for that, i realyl really do, anyone who is that strong ... bt damn if you aint gonna practice what you preach.
Sarah: and remember what you said we will just keep kasar along..
Eric: no its time for him to go thats it (f
becase we had a convo one time and he wa slike S you are so sweet and i will stick and ill support you
Eric: (Vehemently) Dont trust him.. not as far as you can.. frickin throw him
Sarah: and he was like dont listen to them.. meaning you know, you guys... they are just trying to work you over, and think you're like stupid and naive.
Eric: That is such bull.. I have *never* ... i mean first of all, no one in this house is stupid and naive (punctuating with his fist softly) not... one... person.. not one. We're all here for a reaosn. That would be... that would be just igonorant for anyone to believe that we are not here for a reason. Thats what im saying. he is like playing every side of the fense.. because like james siad.. hes an idealist.. so he can't pick a side.. seems like he cant.
he just floats around.
eric nods
and that is what i thought jennifer was going to start to do.. cuz she kinda was a floater..at fuirst
i still think jennifer is like that i still think she goes w ith the flow but i think shes so afraid of convrontation. and i think shes a really good person and i think shes got a great heart but shes digging her own hole and i mean at that point its not going to take much..
Sarah: if anything, in my case, i seriousaly am to the point, that if i dont win the money.. and of *course* i want to win the money .. i dont want to be that first person to go afte rthese guys because i want to say like.. i mean i want to go but i want to stay.
Eric: but you figured out the gym right a way.. you still stepped up. you see.. there are certain people that would have certain strengths.. i probably wouldnt ahve figured that out right away.. i woulda been like oh.. whats wrong with the clock
Sarah: hh the second i saw it.. i was like oh theres a clock. its 5:34, 5:34. i was afraid for a second.. i was like Sh-t was i supposed to do that?
Eric: i mean thats awesome, i mean thats.. i mean thats what i meant by.. i mean... listen, everybody.. and james.. i mean he was really happy when he won (the POV)
Sarah: oh he was so glad..
you know *I* know james (lol) and when he can't complete something...(going back to the food competition).
Sarah: he was so disappointed..when he couldnt eat that...
Eric: when i was talking thats what i said. he was so disappointed.. you could see it... even when he was three shades of white..
Sarah: and he was eating that though..
Eric: No.. and thats what i said.. no that was the worst dish next to the poi.. the clams and the poi wer ethe worst dish.
Sarah: i feel bad because i feel like i probably could have had three or more bites of that.
Eric: ...You still wouldnt have had time to finish that...
Sarah: but i had.. i had had 4 good bites down in me..
Eric: you wouldnt... you wouldnt...
and when i looked down and i saw the whole... it ws not happening
Eric: but i think he (james) was so happy.. and i was so happy for him... its gonna be hard.. its gonna be hard.. i mean how do you get rid of beau..
Sarah: sighs... yeah you know.
Eric: but i mean theres gotta come a point where... but you know right now we dont have to worry about that now.. we have to worry about getting rid of Janelle and Kaysar.. thats what we have to be concerned about... and watching micahel walk out of that *frickin* door... (he says this with venom)
Sarah: ohh thats going to be *such* a happy day.
Eric: and i *dont* think hes a bad person.. i really dont..
Sarah: Michael? I think he's a bad person..
(they both laugh)
Eric: But what do i think is that when people are put under certain pressures, their true character comes out.. and i think he's got a LOT of character flaws.
Unless he's got some mnessed up friends that like the way he acts.. i've never felt so....
Eric: violated?
Sarah: Exactly.. i never would have come up with that word.. but thats the perfect word..
Eric: (nodding with a knowing look) Violated...
yes
Eric: And thats why I cant stand to see somebody.. and even sometimes you have to pick your battles wisely but sometimes, I'm sorry Sarah, i cannot stand by and watch somebody like that treat somebody.. expecially a woman... because..
Sarah: I confrotned him
Eric: i know you did.. I was there...
Sarah: And he denied it until beau and april walked in and because beau was like nope.. it happened.
Eric: and do you remember when i told you i was tlakin to him in front of jennifer and he goes ive never touched a girl.. and i was like and what was all the kissing on their necks that you were doing.. and hes like aww ohh... he's got a selective memory.
Sarah: i really think he might have something wrong with him because he is like seriously
he believes it
Sarah: because i told him when i walked into see how you wanted your chicken or if you wanted chicken with dinner and he said well i didnt even have any chicken and yeah because when i walked in there to ask you, you told me you didnt want any.. he says well i didnt even have any chicken i dont remember you even coming in there at all... frickin moron.
Eric: yeah well you know at that point if you argue witha fool.. who's the fool.
Sarah: so i was just like what ever... its just something that made me feel uncomfortable whether you (michael) remember it or not, i just wanted to tell you so that you dont think that im just talking constantlly..
Eric: ...Right...
Sarah: (sighs... pauses... ) god its so horibaly looking at that wall at those pics. you dont even look like you there.. you kinda look like.. i can't put my finger on it.. but is like an actor.. i think hes a doctor on some show..
Eric: isnt it wierd when you see a picture at first and then you get to know a person and then their look totally changes.
Sarah: uh huh.. in your head..
Eric: yeah.. thats wierd thats always felt strange to me.
April:...like looked at april and was like "a glorious supermodle"
Eric: and like james.. and well we can't talk about it.. but when i first saw him, he always had this serious look on his face.. i thought hwas like a laywer. i could see him being like a politician or a congress man... he has like that sense of .. almost duty and conviction in his beliefs.. and he wouldnt be the type of politician where you didnt know where you stood with him.. you'd *know* where you stand with him...
Sarah: (maintaining the lie), just imagine theres a whole classroom of little james' being pushed into his beliefs... molding them into what he wants them to be.
Eric: (broken record) but janelle totally scares me....
(ed note: and im tired of transcribing the same stuff.) posting
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