April and Ivette in the corner. This is the jist of the conversation but they are talking very fast. Pieces missing....
Ivette: I felt you've been rude to me. I thought, you know what I can't help her through this period because she can't hear it.
April: This is gonna be real stupid for me to say and you're gonna say oh April I don't want to hear this, and I was trying to think of why I was going to do it, its because you had friends, friends.
April: Its easier for me to be mean to you because we're such good friends because you'd be easier about it.
Ivette: I'm super sensetive. It bothered me the information I've given our group you're giving it to them. It annoys me that they're going back to James.
April: They're not.
Ivette: I didn't want the infomration, and I could see them, I didn't want to feed them the ***** information. I think you're a great player because your were able to convince them and go back to them. Ididn' want them to know beacuse I didn't want them to get the information. I didn't want them to think that that they were playing me? What I was doing was to protect you and you didn't get that.
April: I didn't get that at all.
Ivette: Its not only for me (April and Jen sleeping in the GR). Its for everyone. The one whos been my partner aside from Beau was with you.
April: The reason I did that was I wanted to stay out of that zone. If Beau was around you, I knew you were pissed, I didn't want to be a basket case, and crying. I explained it to Beau because I didn't want him to take it personally.
Ivette: On top of that I was sensitive, I didnt' want to be hurt, you called me in front of Howie and I had to defend myself.
April: You made me look like an idiot in front of the pool, you may not have thought it made me look bad, but I personally took offense to it.
Ivette: I went up to the pool and said, as far as the problem goes, Aprils going through a lot without cigarettes. I said I'd rather be the pawn, I don't have anything else going on, I'd rather be the pawn. I can deal with it, I want to be the pawn. Maggie's been up I didn't want her to do it. I saw it as taking the weight off of everyone's shoulders. I'll ***** do it its not a big deal.
April: I honestly would not have volunteered myself if I wasn't going to do it. I vented to you because you're my friend, and I knew he was going to start talking smack.
Ivette: I don't want you to think you can't vent to me as a friend, because you can. And we're not going to know because you have your version and I have mine. Don't ***** step up to the plate.....When it was going to be a problem regardless, thats how I took it, thats why when we were painting our shirts, and you were crying, and then you wouldn't come around me adn thats when I got defensive.
April: I went the DR honestly, and you can see the tapes, because of the cigarettes. I didn't mention your name. They asked if I was crying about what just happened, and I said no, I come out and I get in the shower and James came in and asked if something was wrong, I don't want to go there, and then I was in the shower, you came up to me and said I talked to HOwie and I'm gonna be the pawn, don't worry about it, and then Jennifer came in and I said, what happened, I wasn't even pissed, and Jennifer said she came out to the pool adn she told Howie, and thats when I got pissed because I didn't even go into the DR for that. Why are people taking words out of my mouth? You were pissed. I had some words. You had some words yet.
Ivette: Then everyithing started to accumulate.
April: We were ***** piss
Ivette: Then Jennifer got involved and she had no ***** right, and I know you're partners, but Beau is my partner, and I don't care about Beau and I making it to the end, I have other people here, I made partners that I am more concerned about making it to the end with.
April: The other day I told Jennifer, I'd like to get to know you better, you brought me here. I firmly believe that Jennifer and I are the only ones to this day that have said - I've got a ***** ant in my panties - Jennifer and I are the only ones who have not made an alliance with anyone, from day one, but Jennifer and I know that we have you and Beau and Maggie, but I need to get to know her because Jennifer and I may need each other. I even got on Maggie last nigth because Maggie said I didn't have to say things to hurt my game, and this is not a game to me, I'm not not going to tell someone something because it benefits me in the game. |
