J: As much as I don't want to go home this week, I do not want to be revengeful, you know, (goes on about H/R dibacle)
J: The viewers at home know what I am like and if the 10 people in here...
Iv: You know what scares me, James? When you and Eric had your situation, Eric had so much more of a hear than Kaysar. The fact that Kaysar wanted (?) more than Eric, scares me as to what he might have been portrayed like or what ....
J: or, you have to realize, Kaysar made this a game. (Ivette: Yah, Yah) He f*cked ME, he f*cked Sarah, I mean, he's the reason I'm in this situation. (Ivette in backkground constantly going, Yah, uh huh, yah) Ok? Because he manipulated me. Alright? And maybe the fact that ... Eric made deal with everybody. Ok? Eric played the game one way, and Kaysar played another way. (Iv: uh huh, yah, right, uh huh- constant) Kaysar's way was more successful and more exciting because you know, he really had people fooled. You know?
Iv: Uh huh. Yah.
J: And that is one thing I am so glad I got to figure out is that Maggie is not responsible for me and Sarah going up. Not by ANY means. (Iv: Uh huh, mmmhmmm) It's completely....(couldn't hear) I know you told me that, but ...
Iv: I know, I know, I know. But that's why...
James (overtalks): But is why I am so glad that you got off that HoH competition because when I lost Sarah...I didn't want to do their dirty work for them. You know what I mean? And so, as much as I was upset about it then, I understand why it was right, and I just want to be able to do some good so that you guys see that I am....
Iv (overtalks): I know.
James:.. that I am NOT a bad person.
Iv: I know. But that is why I never pushed anything on you too much.
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