|comes in and talks to Sharon, he says he doesn't care. Allison then tells Josh that she's sorry about last night, that she's only watched one season of BB and was not aware how people play mind games in the house, so she was not prepare for it and that's why she reacted the way she did. She says she's laying out her heart out for them (Sharon/Josh)now.
Allison tells them it was Sheila's idea to tell Josh/Chelsia that they were lesbians. She says she genuinely wanted to tell everybody the truth, because she felt really bad doing it and it was stupid. Allison says that she agrees with Josh that it was a stupid thing to do.
Allison says she understands that it was hurtful, hateful and that she was lying, but that wasn't her intention and she didn't really want to do it, and it's not that she's trying to put the blame on anyone, but it was Sheila who pushed for them to make up the lesbian story and Allison's life was made miserable by Amanda that week so she reluctnaly agreed to go along with Sheila's idea. Allison tells Josh "You remember? I came to you with that"
Sharon tells Allison that Nat told her (S) that Allison had said that Matt would have her back (A's). Allison says she would love to have that talk with Nat, because she(A)never said that. Sharon says Nat also said that Allison wanted to get Josh and Sharon out of the house. Sharon says
Nat told Josh and her that Allison had said that. Allison says she never said anything to Matt and Nat. Sharon says Matt hardly talks to her (Sharon) that it was Nat that came to her with that story.
Allison goes back to the lesbian story blaming Sheila. Sharon tells her she's heard the story from different people and it matches. Allison swears on her mother's life, that it was Sheila who started the lesbian story. Sharon reminds her that she has said before that it was her (A) who started it. Allison says no. Sheila made up the story, period and she would call her up there, but there's no need for drama.
Allison says she adores Sharon and Josh as people. She tells Josh that she (A) has talked to him on several occasions about how much it annoyed her when Sheila would talk bad about other people, because Allison is not like that. Allison Reminds Josh of times when Allison came to him because she didn't like the way Sheila treated Adam.
Allison tells (S/J) that from "the get go" there has been a huge disconect between her (A) and Ryan, that they have not operated as partners at all...
Allison tells them that it was Ryan who was trying to keep the Amanda/Alex thing underwraps so that A/A wouldn't dog them. J/S say he told them too. Allison "Oh, well, he told me not to tell anyone". Allison says she doesn't know why Ryan was so "gung ho" about keeping A/A, that she (A) just went with it. Allison says she doesn't know if Sharon and Josh know this, but voting A/A out was not her decision.
Sharon says she feels really bad for Alex because he didn't campaign thinking it would be Matt/Nat who'd go and he got screwed, that she doesn't understand why Allison came to them (J/S) so many times saying "We gotta get M/N out and then..."
Allison "I hear you, but don't, like, put that on my shoulders. "I actually liked Amanda, we had fun together and it wasn't my decision but if I hadn't voted with Ryan, we would have been the ones evicted" Allison says that she loves everyone in the house, but she had a lot of fun with Amanda. Sharon says she was bawling when A/A left because she felt they would have kept their word. Allison agrees, and repeats that it was not her decision...it was Ryan's
Allison asks Josh to look at her, then says "Josh, you know how much I love you"...Josh says he knows and he doesn't understand why she told everyone that he told her he would slit her throat...Josh says in the DR they played it back and it was never said, and that's why he's still there. Allison says that the producers then are telling them different things, because that's not what they told her. Josh says okay, that he's tired, he has a great team, and best of luck if she's put on the block.
Allison tells them to look at it from another perpective using this to their advantage. She tells them this is the conversation where they can f*ck the whole house. That she's just laying it out for him. Allison says whatever J/S tell her and Ryan to do they will do from now on (hmm, didn't she just said Ryan doesn't listen to her? ed.). Allison says her and Ryan are the perfect couple to take to the end because everybody else is a toss up, but nobody will vote for A/R to get the money.
Sharon says her and Josh have nobody. Allison says J/S are in a position where they have A/R by the balls. Allison says that last week she didn't care who left, then backpeddals and says well, by the end it really hurt her to see Amanda go. Allison tells them that they have to understand that she had just come off the block after 14 days so she said, "Ryan, whatever you want I'll do"
Sharon tells Allison that she felt betrayed after her and josh decided not to use POV counting on A/R vote to keep A/A...More rehashing and repeating from Sharon about feeling betrayed, more "I was exhausted, I really didn't care, so I went along with Ryan without asking any questions" from Allison. More Sharon saying she's heard that Allison was coming after her and Josh, more Allison saying she's never said she'd go after J/S because they are not the strongest couple.
Allison says that her and Ryan are partners and neither of them have told anyone that they would go after J/S. Allison says she literally has not been in this game as much as she should have been. That she's been exhausted and sick. Allison tells J/S that anyone talking M/N to the end will lose.
Allison says everybody is saying J/S wanted her and Ryan gone. Allison asks if that is a sound decision. Sharon says Allison had said yesterday that she would, Allison says it was because she was mad because of the HOH comp...Sharon says this happened before the HOH comp and that she (S) wondered why would Allison say that. Allison stumbles to find and answer and just manages to say "I don't know" "I honestly don't know"