(Jennifer was talking fast, I missed some here and there.)
Jennifer gets up to go to the toilet and April follows her. They didn't have mikes on and I couldn't catch what they said. When they go back to bunk room, April grabs her pillow and crawls into bed with Jenn again.
Jenn: scary feelings, butterflies in my stomach, like you're about to leave, but you're not going home, and you're scared about how you were portrayed to America... scared about things you may have said or done in the house, scared about how it will effect the people outside the house, if they have changed, scared to speak to Julie for 30 mins, scared about sequester, I want to go home, scares me to be with other group, scared it will be in Mexico and I'll get sick, scares me how this show will effect the rest of my life
Apr: yes, that's what scares me
Jenn: scares me what my family will think when I get home, I want a new car, but not worth it, you don't think about this stuff til you are on your way out, you start thinking about all the negative stuff, I wouldn't do this again but would do another reality show, you can't sleep as much as you want to continue, you think I want to go on with the game for april's sake, and I don't want to leave april alone in the house...
April: Kaysar said the sequester house was beautiful, he watched 5, he said they had their own private beach, it was beautiful. I was talking to Ivette and I miscounted light bulbs [blah blah]
They discuss throwing comps, they don't want to nom their own
April: If Maggie takes herself off and they put me up by you, they already know I would ask people to vote me off, so that would make it a worthless nomination, Janelle wouldn't want that, they want a strong player off, in their eyes. I"ve got to win it tomorrow.
Jenn: I never did anything malicous. The only time I've gotten mad at you in this house was because I thought you were leaving me,
April: neverrrrrrr, never
Jenn: sometimes you think maybe your partner doesn't care about the million.
April: and I thought the exact same thing about you.
They laugh at that.
Now they roll over and go to sleep, side by side in Jenn's bed still.
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