|ape saying she missed 3 months of the first year of her marriage. jan asks what matt thought about her going on the show. ape says matt doesnt like "reality" but he knows she is a big fan of reality tv so he told her to do whatever she wants.
they talk about which of their parents knew, and their dads.
jan says her brother had an idea because she came out here for it (or he - in that case he came out there with her, not sure), but she had to tell him she didnt get it, and he was like i cant believe they didnt pick you.
ape: you sent in a tape, right?
they are both in HT. jan in medium green solid color bikini, apr in pink/bluewith flowers (ed: never seen either suit before)
apr talking about a conv she had with either mag or ivette about they have been acting. (ed: its the ivette fight conversation, she is repeating it all for janelle)
apr: she said playing veto yesterday it was like 2 against 1.
jan: oh whatever.
apr: i said ivette i would not rely on janelle i have to rely on myself to stay. and pretty much the reason i dont talk to her is the game is over for me and .... and that upset me and ....and we can talk after this is over ... she pretty much told me i could xx up my *Ass.
jan: are you serious?
apr: hanging around people like that has made me talk about it...
(Sorry serious problems hearing with the HT, no mikes, real communicating, and planes.)
apr: i didnt come in here to frigging lie, cheat.........and i said do you think janelle is going to tell james frigging things that you have said..... janelle knows what you have said about her (BB: April please put on your microphone.) (now i can hear april much better)
apr: so i said, i apologized to janelle yesterday and she goes so now you are going to go back and play nice, and dont think it was horrible things i talked about you (to jan), but the thing is she (iv) does not like rachel, so i said things about rachel, and i realize its my own fault i did not have to listen to it, she said you try to play this sweet little small town texas girl..
jan: she really said that to you?
apr: she was pissed she said you are going to play that sweet little texas girl and i told her there is a reason everyone in the house likes me and doesnt like you, and she said you can have this f*cking veto because apparently you came to play the game, and i said no the game is over for me, her feelings were very hurt she was yelling at me and i said can you just talk and not yell and she said thats my culture and i said thats f*cked up and she was cussing at me the whole time.
apr: i wasnt cutting her down i was telling her that i felt like a lot of the decisions, number one you have never taken responsibilty for any of the evictions, i got blamed for some of them and maggie got blamed for some of them.
apr: oh and then she tried in front of maggie, she said i dont think you understand the week you put james up it was all about them, she said youre selfish, youre selfish. i told her i dont want to sit here, i dont want to yell, i dont want to scream, i just want to see the tapes.
jan: shes a f*ckin bitch she ...
apr: then i got really mad cause she was yelling at me, cussing at me, maggie was telling her to calm down, she (mag) said sit down stop yelling, i thought you would have heard it (to jan).
jan: i was in my room.
apr: she said you f*cking try to portray the sweet texas girl and you are nothing. and i said things were said when janelle was gone.
jan: when i was gone?
apr: the fan thing
jan: no, i already got in trouble for that. (telling ape not to talk about that its not allowed)
apr: she was just yelling you are putting all the blame on me and i was like no im definitely taking responsibiltly for my actions but i hung around wtih you and i made decisions based on what you did, and she was like you cant make decisions on your own?
jan: how could you stand it april?
apr: she started to cry and i was pissed. what did i say? it was whole lot of f*cking mess thats all i can say.
jan: what was maggie doing?
apr: maggie was just sitting there, she told ivette to calm down, and she told ivette that she (iv) never took responsibility for any of the evictions.
apr: i told them i was apologizing to janelle, and i was like i apologize to you, and she was like so now you apologize and i said its my own fault that i listened to you, thats my own fault thats not ivettes fault im not going to sit here and listen.
BB: Janleel please put on your microphone (later, please move it higher)...
apr: and also ivette told maggie that you (jan) didnt like her. and ive been telling maggie now, for the last two weeks, the only girl janelle likes is you, she hates me and ivette.
jan: shes (iv) a b*tch she has everyone turned aganst me, i told janelle when i was hoh im sorry we are not friends.
apr: and she told me you are telling me the maximum you are going to get is fifty thousand. (apparently apr told ivette she cannot win)