repeating once again that she's guilty of...listening and obeying Ivette's evil influence that made her do things she wouldn't have done otherwise...
A:...I wasn't cutting her down, I was just calmly telling her that I felt that a lot of the decisions...I said #1 You have never taken...in any one...you have never taken responsibility for any of the evictions...she hasn't...
J: She really hasn't...
A: no...but she...
J: none of them...
A: But...Maggie got blamed...
J: For some...
A: I got blamed for the Kaysar one, Jennifer got blamed for the Kaysar one...we all...
J: She didn't vote for any of them (?)
A: She said I can't help that I told Kaysar that I'm the one who...
J: No she didn't...
A: Ah...It doesn't...uh...that's what I'm saying...it doesn't even matter now but...uh...
J: I don't think she realizes that if I would have known that it was her that was behind the whole Kaysar thing...like everyone, was like... I felt like they were pointing fingers at Jenny, like...it's her, it's her, it's her...and she wouldn't talk to me so I just figured it was her...and got her out(?) and she was swearing (or sweating?)
A: And I...and you know...(sighs) Oh and then she tried, in front of Maggie, which Maggie was just like...ummm she said "I don't think you f*ck*ng undertand, the week that we put James up, all you did was benefit them, them and your f*ck*ng self" and I'm like, What?...I was like...okay, yeah, you're right, I'm selfish...
J: Oh...My...God!
A: Yeah, I said put James...
J: She talks in circles but she doesn't have anybody to back anything up
A: yeah...
J: She knows that that was her ally...and she's pissed about it...still...
A: I told her I was like, you know what...I really...I was like...I don't wanna sit here, and I don't wanna yell, I don't wanna scream...um I was like I...I really do wanna see the tapes...
J: yeah
A: I do...and she goes "well, I don't care I'm gonna f*ck*ng watch the tapes, but I'm not gonna believe everything I see"...and I'm like...
J: f*ck*ng bitch, she won't even believe what she did, she'd probably like point at someone else...
A: I don't even know...I...I don't even know...oh and then I kinda got really mad cuz she was yelling, yelling, yelling at me...like cussing me out up and down...and I was like look...and I said...what did I say? (scratching the back of her neck)...how did I say it? (putting her hand on her chin now)...Maggie was like telling her to calm down...sh..sh...she was like "Ivette, sit down, calm down, stop yelling" but that's how...I thought you were like...I thought you would have heard it...
J: I was in my room...
A: Okay, I thought you would've heard it...that I ah...and then she's like...what did I say?...she said something real...oh that's like...I think...then she said something about Oh yeah... "you tried to f*ck*ng betray us little sweet f*ck*ng Texas girl, you're nothing about...you're nothing of it" and I was like...and I did come back, and I was like look... and I was like...things were said when Janelle was gone and there were reasons why things were said
J: (scratching her head) When I was gone?
A: I didn't tell her...the fan thing
J Oh(laughing, covering her mouth with her towel)hohsh!t!
A: No...I would never...I would never te...no...no
J: Don't tell her...I'll get in trouble... I already got in trouble for it...
A: That's the deal...is...she said "Oh really, well, f*ck*ng tell me" and I was like, now, cuz we can't...we can't...I was like...Janelle got in trouble for even saying that fans...or whatever, you know, whatever...and uh..she was...you know...she was trying to make me the bad...and I was like...and I'm not saying that I'm the goo...I'm not saying that...you know what I mean?...I'm not gonna say that I'm like this little innocent thing...but...she'was trying ...she was just yelling at me "you're gonna f*ck*ng put all the blame on me now"...And I was like...uh no...I'm taking responsibility for my own f*ck*ng actions, but I definitely feel that...since you and I hung out the most you are the vocal one of you and I...
J: Mmmh...
A: I listened to you...and I did...things, based on what you told me to do...and I was like...I look back...and she goes "You're a f*ck*ng thirty one year old, f*ck*ng girl and you can't make decisions on your f*ck*ng own?"...and I'm like, I normally...normally I can...
J: Wow...
A: Oh but she was...
J: How could you even stand it April?...
A: Because I was calm and I looked like the adult in the conversation...you see what I'm saying?
J: (as she gets out of the hot tub and sits by the dege of it, putting her bathrobe on)...She's sleazy...
A: Cuz you see...I wasn't gonna get up...I wasn't going to cry...I was'n...I know her feelings were hurt..she was...started crying, she was crying...she was up in my face, yelling at me..I cou cr...well, she was across the table, yelling at me, she stood up and she was pissed...and I...I...uh...and...what did I say? (April, arms crossed, thinking deeply)...It was just a..it was ...it was like all a whole lot of f*ck*ng mess, that's all it was...
J: What was Maggie doing?
A: Just sitting there, listening...Maggie was like...she was telling her to calm down...and umm...Maggie would chime in here and there...I think Maggie agreed umm...you know that...Ivette had never taken any responsi..ar...Ivette...never...had...ne...Ivette never had any repercussions for any of the evictions that we did...Ivette was never pointed the finger at...it was always a...
J: Like even when Kaysar left, after I got HOH (shaking her head like she's baffled)when Beau came up to my room (ed. note: Ivette got really mad at Beau for going up to HOH that time cuz the rest of the friendship refused to go up and he did)...you know what I mean? like, she used to be real nice to me...
A: Now that she's pissed she's like...all of a sudden, now, since you're not f*ck*ng playing the game you're gonna f*ck*ng be nice to Janelle? I was like...
J: Oh for God's sake!...Jesus!
A: I was like, I said, I've always been nice to her...
J: Yeah, we were friends in the begining
A: ...So you can't uh...uh..say that I'm out of the normal...I was like, I am apologizing to her for what I've said, I was like because...I...
BB: Janelle please put on your microphone.
J: (putting mike on, laughing a little) Sorry BB it's my big boobies (ed. LOL!)
A: I just sai..you know that I...I really feel guilty for anything that I've said, And I was like I apologized to her...I was like, all that kind of stuff, and she was like "Oh now you feel like it"...and I was like yeah, I looked back in this a...uh game and I feel that I have done things because...which is my own fault...I never blamed her for it...I said, it's my own fault Ivette...It is my own fault... (ed note: and here's the kicker)
that I listened to you(ed. oh, yeah, she's taken responsibility...NOT!)...It is my own fault that...that's my own fault, that's not Ivette's fault, I am not going to sit here and blame her for it (ed. note: ahhh ummm...you just did...again)...
J: (weak)yeah...
A: But...
BB: Janelle, please move your microphone higher.
A: Oh God!
J: moving on what?...I mean(looking on her bikini bra, put it on the strap)...there...
A: But also Maggie this whole time has thought that you didn't like her because Ivette told her that you didn't like her...(ed. note: when did Ivette do this?)
J: What?
A: and uh...yeah, and I told...I've been telling her..Maggie...I was like...Janelle likes you...Janelle doesn't have anything against you...
J: Ivette told her that?
A: (nodding her head "yes") She's been, Ivette has...I've heard Ivette say it, she's been saying it now for a while..and I've said...
J: F*ck*ng bitch! I never have said that about Maggie...
A: James could have told her, who knows? don'...You can't blame it on Ivette...but...oh...
J: yeah, she's telling Maggie...I sure can...
A: yeah, but james, james, could have... told her that...and I kept telling Maggie...
J: So what? she believed him and she went to Maggie...
A: Yeah...but I told...I've been telling Maggie, now for the last two weeks, I was like...everytime Ivette would say "April, the only uh....the only uh...the only girl janelle likes is you, she hates me and Maggie"
J: I never said...
A: ...I would say...she's never said it...she has never said anything to me about Maggie...
J: (putting hair up in a pony tail)She's a bitch! She's trying to get everyone to turn against me!
A: No...no...that's not it...she's just...
J: I never said I didn't like Maggie and I told Maggie when she was HOH, I was like, I'm sorry that we're not friends more, and it's because of you (A) that I said that...
A: Oh...No...Maggie likes everyone...Maggie's a really awesome person...ah and then she said...she was pissed because I told her I was not gonna vote for her...She was like "well now I know, you've pretty much told me that all I'm gonna get is a minimum or maximum is 50K"...I was like...I'm sorry!...what do I say?...I was like, you've done this to yourself...I'm nah...I'm... nah... didn't done it (?)
Jan: Yeah...
A: But ummm,(crossing her arms) she honestly thought that it was a...that you'd...it...that's the reason she picked Maggie, is because she honestly thought, that it was a, she thought you hated Maggie, so she honestly thought that it was a crap shoot between her and Maggie, if you won...
J:(surprised tone)No, you told her I would pick Maggie?
A: I said, Ivette...you know what you've said about her, do you not think she knows things that you have said about her?...would..do..do y...would you pick someone if you heard things like that?..she...I've...She didn't say...you know whatever...but yeah she kno...I mean...oh, oh... in the gym I did pretty much say it because she was trying to tell me, she was trying to tell me that the reason she...didn't pick me was because you liked me and you didn't like her or Maggie...and I said that is bu!!sh*t, she has never said anything to me about Maggie...bad...ever...I was like...and, and, we all know how you and her get along, she already knows that...aaand I know it was rude...she said it was very rude for me to say that, but I was being honest...
J: but it's true...
A: Yeah, Am I supposed to say Ivette no, you don't have a chance?...Am I supposed to sit here and act like you don't like Maggie? No!
J: I do like you and Maggie...and I do um...I mean, I don't hate Ivette, I just think that she...this house has changed her, she's become like this loud, crazy person that I don't wanna live with, but...I, mean she (missed this little piece)
April has been interjecting in agreement as Jan is saying this...and now my feeds froze  .
(ed. note: I just wanted to transcript this convo so we can come back to it and compare it to how she (A) relates it to Maggie later...think I got most of it...sorry for not getting it all...)
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