|Sheila saying how James has been blowing everyone away with the competitions this way.
Sheila says she never lied to Alex. Sharon: Alex got a bad deal. Sheila says thought she should come back and play by himself. Others said "why? he was boring. no drama."
Sheila: Alex had respect for women. He cooked, cleaned. He was always in a good mood. I wanted him as a roommate for 3 months.
Sheila's thinking Adam's acting like an ass to her.
Sheila says that she told Nat about the kissing b/c she wanted Nat to think about Matt a little differently.
Sheila: my heart was freakin bleeding for this guy [Alex]. he had his father's cross from 9-11.
Sharon: says Nat didn't like Dick/Danille b/c they lied, etc. and were bad people. Josh was trying to look out for Nat when he tried to get Matt put up.
Sheila saying Nat never meant the bad stuff about Matt and had made it up.
Sharon: talking about Matt/Nat "fake fights". Sharon says she felt bad for Nat. "If Josh treated me like that I would want to leave."
Sharon: when you leave her, you have to face the people who have been watching you. I couldn't face my dad if I acted disgracefully. I would rather leave with dignity than $500K. That isn't worth sh-- if none of your family and friends could trust you, etc.
Sheila says she wouldn't sleep with someone for $1M if not attracted to them.
Sharon wants to walk out without disgracing anyone regardless of she leaves early or wins. She's learned three words from the marines "honor, courage and commitment. stand up for yourself."
Josh walks in and interrupts and says they got a croquet set.
"courage: fighting for [missed it]. commitment stay true to yourself. Gotta stay true to you. Stick with what you know is right."
Shelia: "that's a good speech. every part of it is true."
And then, "that just got me sick what Nat said in front of you."
Sheila says Nat didn't want to talk to her after being on the block and Nat should've come in and said "do you want to talk" Nat had said to her that she thought she wanted to be alone.
Sheila just needs human contact.
Sheila thinks her son was probably embarrassed that she went off on Adam before.
Sheila says "I have a huge heart. I want to protect people. That doesn't make me a bad person. It doesn't make me weak." Sheila says she cries when she feels like crying.
Sharon says her best friend cries all the time and her friend thinks it's odd that Sharon never cries. Sharon says she cried at the end of the Jacob relationship and when a family member died. That's just a way to release stress.