|Sheila: they're all gloating.
Sheila goes in sauna.
Sheila thinks the POV is tonight.
Sheila: Joshua came in. They're cocky. They're on the block. Their frickin' attitudes.
Nat: they're scared - that's why they act that way.
Sheila: I told them that if James wins POV, one of you are going up.
Sheila would prefer Josh to go b/c of his mouth. "Helllooo. I care about the damage he can do in the future. When his side is in power, he will go off. If Josh wins, he will have the power and then he'll be a hero in James's eyes by taking him off. And they're just so happy that it's me playing against them."
Nat: they think you don't have a shot.
Sheila: but Adam is playing too. Adam's strong.
Sheila: if this is the frickin' thing in the ground?
Nat: and happy birthday Matty to send James out.
Sheila: well this will be his gift.
Sheila: can you imagined being in that house with them.
Nat: they'll be nice because the game is over. They got along last year. No more games, no more competing.
Nat: I knew Adam would do the right thing.
Sheila: I know but I wish he put the two boys up. Chances are now that we won't get one of them out.
Sheila doesn't think they'll keep the votes the same.
Sheila thinks if Josh wins he'll take James off.
Nat thinks that Josh might not.
Sheila thinks James will reward him if Josh does takes James off.
Sheila thought the "two guys on the block" was the best scenario.
Nat: god give Sheila the strength to let her win this.
Sheila: if I win it, I'm ultimately giving Matty a present too.
Sheila: they've already convinced themselves they are winning this.
Sheila: they gotta know one of them is going. If James takes himself off, Chelsia will go home.
Sheila wishes it was just double. Both go.
Sheila says Josh said if James wins HOH next week it's on. [I think]
Nat saying if Chelsia wins, it's still ok. "It's a 50-50 shot. Don't let James, Josh or Sharon win."
Sheila thinks Sharon would pull James down too. Nat thinks Sharon would leave it because she doesn't want it on her hands.
Sheila's stomach is so messed up right now.
Nat saying she'll try to psych them out when they're out there. "Oh, look at that go..."
Sheila calls Nat the trippiest person she knows.
Sheila: oh, this game never ends.
Sheila: god please let us win and just for a while. Please for a couple weeks, you can knock me out in the end. please dear god, give us a break. I need to know that you're there. [laughing the whole time]
Sheila saying the only thing she's won is the fruits and vegetables in the food comp. C'mon god, Sheila says, give me hope. "You keep putting me in these frickin' games, I need some hope."
Sheila gets out of sauna.
Nat telling Sheila when she's out of the sauna room she'll talk to Sheila some more. Sheila can't find her clip.
Sheila: you've gotta laugh. If you don't laugh, you're gonna cry.
Nat says why did they pick tonight? Must be tongiht. Sheila hopes that there's another twist. That it's both go. Sheila doesn't think the twist is that Matty's coming back.
Sheila will still be happy when she leaves.
Sheila: these people are not laying down. They're not going easy.
Sheila walks back in the sauna.
Sheila bringing up the vote back in . . . I liked Alex . . . Alex wanted to play . . . didn't want to leave . . . I didn't give him my word . . . .
Sheila bringing up how James said it was Jen in the mystery box just to dig it into Ryan.
Nat: god, please let us send James home this week.
Sheila saying prior to James going up on the block she told him she promised she'd vote against him if he's up there.
Sheila's back out of the sauna with the door open.
Nat: god is on our side.
Sheila thinks she needs to do right by Matty.
Sheila: Josh is already making threats.
Sheila: we all know Josh you're going to save your little boy.
Nat feels bored without Matty. She only has Sheila, Adam and Ryan. Sheila saying "please BB make this happen. I know you're fair."
Sheila closes the sauna door, puts on her mike again and leaves.