|this starts by apr saying she plans to sleep by herself tonight and maggie not liking to hear that.
apr: you know what ive been on my own for a while, since the last hour or so, and i just think i havent stood up for myself a lot, you know when you are leaving......
apr: ive started to look back on certain things ive done in this game, and certain things ive said, i just look back at certain things, anyway,
mag: you are going through xx because you are leaving, but i want yhou to keep in mind SHE is still playing the game.
apr: it has nothing to do with her. SHE knows she is not winning, all i can do is get her to pick you, im going to go back to sequester house and fight for you
mag: i just want to see you protected, and i just worry about you, i mean ive never talked to her [ed: true] but you say she has lied and you need to be careful talking to her.
apr: just talking to her, i can see that she hasnt lied, that is just how she is.
apr talks about how she regrets how she treated rachel, blames it on IVETTE talking in her ear about rachel, so apr went into the DR and siad things about rachel.
apr says she did the same thing about Janelle, adn she is very very ashamed. and apr says she told this to Janelle.
apr talking about that she (apr) told janelle that her hair is pretty but then ivette started talking about jan having extensions so apr said mean things about her hair and she is so ashamed.
apr saying she went into DR and called Jan smelly nelly, how frigging mean is that, that is so rude. (said this about herself)
apr: what im trying to say is that i really want to enjoy, just have a peaceful few days, just doing what i want to do, i know ivettes a good person, i know she is giving, but i know there are two sides to her, and i had to be around her because she is part of my group. i dont want to be selfish, but i prefer..... i dont want to sound like i dont like ivette but ive been so on the edge with her....
mag trying to get april not to talk to janelle, saying she enjoys Aprils company. (MAG does not acknowledge what april is trying to convey, just talks about her not wanting Apr to hang with Jan.)
apr: i was laying in the goldmember room and SHE (jan) came in and started talking to me, what else can i do.
apr: i was talking to her outside and i realized she is a person and ive treated her like *****.
apr: i am not that type of person, i am not!!