|memyselfandi - Maggie and April have FRIENDS talk, Maggie trying to keep evicted April in the fold
||#2443873 3:00PM 10/09/2005
|Maggie: And right now we all have hurt feelings. My feelings are hurt, but I am not the one going home so I am not allowed to talk about them.
Above all we have a friendship that none of them had. Even though my feelings are hurt I know that the bottom line is that we're all still friends.
I can call you on a rainy day.
April: I am happy she won it. For me to say I'm not happy for her would be a sh!tty thing to say.
I am very happy she won it. I just think it was very rude of someone to be gloating when one of your friends is going home.
Maggie: I would have been very sad to win that veto. It would have secured me but it would have meant sending one of you home.
There's talk of something Ivette said in Spanish about what is meant to be cannot be taken away from you and April says that's gloating.
April: That would make me second guess friendship. I'm sorry.
Maggie: But you also know your own maturity level. You got to look at the bigger picture. You can only control your own actions.
During this convo April is sitting at BY table playing with the wisps of her hair around her face. Maggie is breathing heavily laying on the ground nearby as she does crunches and situps.
April: That's not my f'ing fault that I've been nice to people. How is that my fault?
Maggie: I mean I know I've been wanted out. I hope it's not that people think I was mean.
April: For Janelle to even think it was rude I think that that says something.
Maggie: I also think that Janelle wants to break us apart. She's going to point out things.
April: No I know but still I don't care if anyone agrees with me. If it made me feel wrong then it was wrong. Sorry.
April gets up and says she wants to go to the DR. Maggie says Ivette is probably still in there.
April: This is so mean to say. But I just think I want to be by myself the next few days.
Maggie: Please don't leave me.
April: I think that's what I want.
Maggie: It would hurt my feelings but I would understand.
April says she just can't look at Ivette the same way anymore. "I can't."
Maggie: We swore that after today we would not break up.
April: She just f'ing yelled at me AGAIN in the HOH room!
They discuss the argument that April and Ivette had. Maggie wants to clear up something Ivette said to April because she thinks Ivette was getting the story about Maggie not playing for the POV wrong.
Maggie: It was a suggestion that I approached Ivette with after I talked to you this morning so when I went to Ivette this morning I think she pretty much said that wouldn't be fair.
Maggie says that what Ivette said in the gym hurt her feelings.
"It really surprises me what was said today. What was said among all of us."
April: Janelle told me that she was, she went straight to her mom's picture and put the picture over the mom's picture and Janelle tried to congratulate her and all she would do was just stare. I would say that's gloating.
(Ed: They are talking really fast and it's hard to get everything)
Maggie: She took this conversation that we had this morning about would you like me to not play, that offer, she (Ivette) says that stabs her in the heart, that's what she told me.
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